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» Age: 22 » Species: Human Cultivator » A5 Card: Open » Seeking: Allies and those with interesting martial powers to spar with. » Preferences: N/A » Interests: Saber cultivation. Military strategy. » Bio: Sect leader of the Qinghe Nie and one of the primary generals of the Sunshot campaign. Thrust into leadership young, he has had very little life outside of that for the past three years. His seize-the-day approach applies to everything and everyone, particularly when there are mutual sparks. He especially loves to get worked up and worked out. | ||||
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Date: 2021-05-13 07:04 pm (UTC)"I have it already, Mingjue-xiong. Being able to tell you the things I never said before...Seeing you like you like this again. I couldn't ask for more than that." He's quiet for a moment before he reaches up though, removing the ribbon from his forehead, fingers yanking at until the fabric breaks down the middle, his eyes focusing on Mingjue's face.
"...But if I'm allowed to be selfish, then..." He offers one half of the ribbon to Mingjue, the silk lying over his palm. "I want you to keep this on you..."
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Date: 2021-05-13 08:26 pm (UTC)"Xichen..." is all he can say, at a loss for words. His expression shivers through alarm and wonder and a deep rolling concern before it and Mingjue's emotions both settle on a breath-stealing awe. He doesn't ask if Xichen's sure, doesn't comment on their past or their future or anything else, just takes the ribbon from Xichen's palm to hold it between his two hands.
"How can you be selfish if you're giving me something so precious to you?" he asks, and even if it could have been a joke, he sounds both absolutely serious and more gruff than he'd been a moment ago. He clears his throat. "Of course I will."
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Date: 2021-05-13 08:30 pm (UTC)"Because it might have been more than you were willing to accept." His voice is low. "I never want to burden you, Mingjue, not even with something like this."
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Date: 2021-05-14 01:19 am (UTC)He takes the ribbon and winds it around his wrist and offers the wrist to Xichen to tie for him.
"The only reason for me not to accept it would be not to burden you." And if he says that with dry amusement, well...he's only human. He simply says, "Situation's changed. I want it."
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Date: 2021-05-14 01:53 am (UTC)"I'm glad you accepted it."
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Date: 2021-05-14 03:36 am (UTC)When he stepped inside and his lovers were in the middle of a rather amorous embrace. He stood and watched them for a bit. They really were beautiful together, Mingjue's thick muscular body against Xichen's more lithe one. He had a soft smile.
With a small cough, he let himself be known, pulling out a table to begin setting the food down.
"If you two can take a small break with your mouths, I may have something more sustaining than lips. Even if not as enjoyable." he quipped.
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Date: 2021-05-14 04:04 am (UTC)It's not that he's entirely oblivious to A-Yao's entrance, but Xichen is pliant in his hands and he wants—
The cough and the quip force Mingjue to break the kiss. He puts his face down into Xichen's neck and swears into his skin.
"I deserve this for interrupting you two before, don't I?" he asks with a groan. Propping his chin up on Xichen's shoulder, his smile is rueful. "Smells good."
He's not going to let Xichen up, though. He draws the line.
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Date: 2021-05-14 04:09 am (UTC)"I'm sure it tastes as good as it smells. A-Yao has always been an excellent cook." Not that he's thinking about food as much as the warm weight on top of him, but acknowledgment is important.
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Date: 2021-05-14 04:48 am (UTC)As lovely as the two of you are together." He poured each of them a large bowl of congee, topping one with pork and a few eggs and the other with the veggies. He made one for himself with a combination of both and set about making some tea.
"Er-ge you flatter me. I only hope that it came out well, I tried to cater to both your tastes, and I'm afraid we missed at least one meal yesterday. I need the two of you to sit up and eat while all of this is still hot. Afterward, you are welcome to go back to what you were doing."
he sat down for emphasis.
"Besides you are going to need the fuel if you want to continue at the pace we're going."
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Date: 2021-05-14 05:13 am (UTC)He peels himself away from Xichen with no small regret and slides to sit at the edge of the bed. "Both that we need the fuel"—he offers his hand to pull Xichen upright—"and that we might embarrass Xichen. We don't want that."
The spot across the table from A-Yao calls his name, but he's not going to head over until Xichen's up and moving.
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Date: 2021-05-14 07:43 am (UTC)Still, there's something else to do first, xichen catching the ribbon with his fingers before his gaze settles on Guangyao.
"Will you come here first, please?"
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Date: 2021-05-14 08:01 am (UTC)Why were these men so beautiful. How was he going to live his life, knowing how lovely they look naked?
Guangyao looked up slightly confused and nodded. He got up quickly as if to shake the places his mind was wandering off to and made his way to the other side of the room.
“‘is everything alright Er-ge?”
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Date: 2021-05-14 07:40 pm (UTC)Ah.
He hides the sound in a cough and shifts away toward the food with one last caress of Xichen's arm. The ribbon on his wrist feels new and strangely heavy and he tries to act casually to not call attention to it as he sits where his delicious-looking (and smelling) breakfast awaits him.
Not that he's going to eat. Eating without them would be rude. But he is going to observe quietly and a little bit fondly. Xichen, really.
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Date: 2021-05-14 07:43 pm (UTC)"...I know I let you handle this yesterday and I won't be upset if you're not ready, but I wanted to offer it to you again, if only to hold onto until you're ready to accept it fully."
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Date: 2021-05-14 08:13 pm (UTC)His eyes widened at the offer, darting back up to regard him through thick eyelashes. His eyes darted over to where Mingjue was sitting as well before trying to focus on what Xichen was saying.
"A-are you sure Er-ge? What if I'm not worthy?"
Though his gaze rested on the ribbon. He wanted it. He wanted to be wrapped in Xichen's love, his regard where he was safe and happy. But the guilt coiled in him as well. He could only remember his expression as he plunged Shuoyue into him.
"Are you sure you won't regret giving me this?" his voice small.
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Date: 2021-05-14 08:18 pm (UTC)"And I consider you worthy, or I wouldn't have offered you my heart. You're as much a part of me as Da-ge is, and with the way things are here, I feel like a reminder of that will aid both of you." Xichen kisses him again gently.
"I want you to have this."
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Date: 2021-05-14 08:49 pm (UTC)A reminder of that love. That he wasn't alone in this. That he hadn't thrown away his clan's teachings. It was important to him that this does not feel like promiscuity.
He looked over to see a matching ribbon on Mingjue's wrist and gave a soft small smile, his theory solidifying in his mind.
Maybe they could start again. All three of them. But first, he had to say something.
"Okay. I accept it.
However, I have one condition.
If one day I take off all my layers, and you see the true me underneath." Rotten, ugly, raw.
"I request that you keep the right to make your decision again. I want to give you that choice." how silly of him to want to be chosen, even when he was at his worst.
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Date: 2021-05-14 08:58 pm (UTC)"I don't want to let the food get any colder, so we can discuss this more after we eat what you've cooked."
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Date: 2021-05-14 09:13 pm (UTC)"O-okay."
But before he could be led he moved to kiss him, deeply, as if he could imbue every bit of his feelings, his love his regret, his longing, everything.
"I love you Lan Xichen." he said softly before, moving to lead them to the table. He was still crying but he no longer cared.
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Date: 2021-05-14 09:20 pm (UTC)"I love you. Both of you." He adds, gaze drifting to Mingjue before he releases Guangyao so they can actually eat.
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Date: 2021-05-14 09:51 pm (UTC)Before he made his way to sit down at the table, he threw his arms around Mingjue as well. Pressing his face into his neck, in a very tight hug.
"We've been claimed Da-ge." His hand moved to squeeze the one that had a matching ribbon.
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